(EDIT: Some more stuff to make up for my lack of activity.)
Shit I did over the week. It is not as much as I wanted to get done this week. Half the personal projects I want to work on, I just don't care enough to work on them. Most of the time I just wonder why I bother with the frustration. Of sitting at my desk banging my head on a computer, wondering just what make this worth going after? Everything I think of has been done and has been done better. Nothing I can figure out can ever fucking work. I really hate being undependable on myself to do this shit. This isn't fun and I don't know why anymore. Where the hell do I go when I need help?