December 23, 2009

I could do without the humanity.

It sucks to be human. I wan't to be alone. I mean like forever. As in as long as I live I want to be alone without feeling lonely. But I can't. I physically can't because I naturally want to not be alone. It's because I'm human. Humans are social like every other animal. Fuck animals. It sucks to be human. The different emotions one could have, plus all the different emotions for everyone else. Gah, I could do without it. I hate being human and social because it's all a big screw over for me. It could be for you too. Social crap and other crap like that is the reason why things like religion and society exist. Religion and Society cause wars and aren't wars bad? I'm just typing just to get my frustrations out about society and living life. I hate life, life sucks, it sucks now because I'm seventeen and still underage, and i'l suck later when all the thinks I could do have terrible fucking consequences. Then there are the responsibilities ans warnings I get because I'll have to be an adult in a shit world. Keywords: "HAVE TO BE". Which means I can't keep myself from growing up and I'll be thrown in to a world where everything is out to get you. You can't sugarcoat it, because you know it's true. Wars, different religions, asshole Men, bitchy Women, Society as a whole, and that's just civilized life. The animals, the weather, the need to fucking survive. I just don't need that because that's human crap. I'm no racist, I'm not sexist, I just hate being human and living life with hassles. Life always has hassles, because life sucks. I do not wan't to exist in the world with others, I just want go about without worrying or caring about what I have to do to please people, or impress people, or make them like me. I just don't care for you or anyone you love. You're not me, so you're not my concern.

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